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[05 Oct 2005|08:27pm] |
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So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry Here's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
Put your name on the line along with place and time Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry Here's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
All my time is froze in motion Can't I stay an hour or two or more Don't let me let you go Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
Here's to the nights we felt alive Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry Here's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
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| acting! |
[05 Oct 2005|04:36pm] |
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nothing too great happened today.
Excapet in acting.I have almost all of my lines down. And Schlink taought us some 60's dance moves and it was wicked funny......
Plus I went to Britt's house after school and we played video games and ate.
Then I had to leave.
Ahir cut/eyebrows getting done tonight. Yessssssss. I keep trying to cover my eyebrows with my hand it's sad.
Mandy,congrats on the boy friend. I love you.
Bye.
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| Bubbles. |
[03 Oct 2005|06:13pm] |
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IIIIIIII want to sleep. I'm tired all the time.
I woke up this morning with my mouth hanging wide open. Attractive eh?
Must memorize lines *slaps self*
Hehe we started blocking aha. My itch has been scratched.(see previous entries)
Hot dogs and german potato salad for dinner! Yesssssss.
I wish I would finish my essay.
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| A nice day. |
[02 Oct 2005|07:41pm] |
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Huh..my parents are upstairs arguing. Of course when I get home my mom isn't home but when she returns..I get yelled at.I hate how she puts her anger on me.
I had a very nice day. I missed Mike alot I guess....Christyn joined us and we saw the Corpse Bride. Then ate swanson dinners.
We're soooooooooo excited about the fourth Harry Potter movie.We have plans to go see them.Even though it opens the night of the play.
Jamee! Comic books? I love you.
Oh yea..I saw Derek...I havn't seen him in awhile either.
18 days!!!!!!!! yes!
I'm tired.But my bed is upstairs.Where the arguing is. Just my luck.
I feel good. I needed to get out.
Bye?
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| wake up. |
[01 Oct 2005|08:47pm] |
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I am no longer an employee at Dunkin Donuts.My shifts have been covered and I don't need to do"two weeks notice"
I'll miss working with Christyn Jess Rachel and Corey though.....(I didn't bother with commas)
My computer is playing mind games with me.I will win.
I went to a corn maze today. It made me happy.
I miss summer.I miss last year.
extremly tired.
My mother refuses to feed my father and I.Starvation.
I have urban stuck in my head.Meh.
19 days. NINETEEN DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh man.After 2 1/2 years I finally (yesssssss) finally get my braces off. I love it.
I feel so...unemployed,when really I am employed (I just have not started yet.)
Kait....I wanna go to the factory of terror and you know you want to come.
Eh.I'll fucking find food.
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| Oh God. |
[01 Oct 2005|11:07am] |
I'm quiting today....oh.....oh...dear.....
Christyn is working for me because she needs more hours.So i'm going to go in to "pick up my check" then ask Isabel to speak wit hher and tell her i've found another job and i'm putting in my two weeks notice.
I feel so horrible.
It was my first job ever and i'm leaving.
i can't stop shaking...uh.
I have to get ready...kill me now.
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[30 Sep 2005|09:10pm] |
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It's sad that I need medication to put me to sleep so the thoughts stop and I don't go insane.
well I don't NEED it,but it's easier.
I have aquired a new job. Dewolf Tavern.
Tomorrow=two weeks notice which also equals= Guilty feelings,hurt,hatred,pain,nervousness,and finally leaving me $7.25 an hour to go to a job where I get tips sp I basically get $8.00 an hour.Shallow? I am.
Couples work in acting today.Awkward for Mandy,Comfortable(too much)With Adam and me..braking my neck to put my head on the tall kids shoulder. Adam...refused to let go of our hands...but he was quite amusing when we did the mirror game he made us do drum major moves...needles to say...we sucked.
Is it okay that I can barley eat since Monday? Taco Salad for dinner.My all time favorite dish..I eat less then a bowl full.In the words of Kait "What is this?"
Deca made me angry...frozen hot pockets.Screw.you. I did get to stay at second lunch though....Mr.Tex is my hero.
Bed?
Sure.
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| bleck |
[27 Sep 2005|09:54am] |
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out sick again.
I feel bad because I keep missing acting....then again we have long period tomorrow so I don't care if i'm throwing up rabits...I will be going to school.
Although sleeping in has been nice. I need to take a shower. I look like death.
SOMETHING in my living room smells soooooooooo bad....I think it's those white chocolate tootsie rolls my mom bought. Seriously. Gross.
I can only eat bagels and grapes.And plain chips. Do you know how effing hungry I am. I made the mistake of making rice.Ugggggggh. Not pretty.
So I guess....Bagels?
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| sick. |
[26 Sep 2005|12:08pm] |
I woke up at 10:30 to realize that my mom let me stay home from school on account of me throwing up three times.I'm so dizzy and icky feeling.
I need food...but the thought makes me want to vomit.MY mom told me to eat dry toast. Explain to me how I am ever supposed to get filled with that.
I can't go to my job interview today.
I'm supposed to get my hair cut...but again i'm quite dizzy.Those nyquill pils work wonders.But now I can barley keep my eyes open.
I hope I don't have anything serious.
Jamee...I threw up the turkey thing you made me. haha.
GUh I want to eat.But seriously. Thinking about it is making me gag. How am I supposed to get it done?
Fuck! I missed acting.Grrrrrr
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| uuuuuuugh. |
[25 Sep 2005|06:02am] |
5 hours,that's all I got.I have to be in work in less then an hour on so little sleep after quite a long day.
I have a job interview today!!!!!!! Dewolf Tavern so wants me.
Then I believe i'm going to go with Dillon and Christyn to see the Corpse Bride.
i'm freezing.
I love you.
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| Hello all. |
[24 Sep 2005|07:23am] |
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Can we take a ride? Get out of this place while we still have time.
U Mass this morning/afternoon/night.
I would enjoy touring colleges so I know what I have to take to get in. I NEED to go tour NYU.Even if I don't love it...it's still a day in New York where they have the Best Vintage clothing stores plus.....I need to eat a hot dog from a vendor...it's my goal.
Mandy..we should so go to the zoo.
I want some coffee....Perhaps I canget mother to stop there before band?
I filed in two applications yesterday.Hopefully...i'll get a job at the five star resturant...if not....the cafe.
My throat hurts.
I need to start getting ready.
Ta.
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| hey there. |
[22 Sep 2005|06:28pm] |
Shimmy shimmy shimmy shimmy shimmy shimmy. Shimmy is a great word.
I want to go to the zoo.Why? No idea.
I'm still quite tired even though I slept for a hour.
Flag was cancelled (yay yay!)
My eyes hurt from crying.
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| What a day. |
[22 Sep 2005|02:49pm] |
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Ugh.Just Ugh.
I need a nap. I'm quite the cranky pants today.
Hold on...did I just call my self a "cranky pants" Oh no...I did. My eyes...just feel like closing on the surface of my eye ball until I can rest. I have too much stuff to do. I believe that I am getting sick. I want more of that gum Mandy gave me.....it's absolutley incredible.... I'm itching all over for blocking to begin. I want to start it. Coreography nect thursday.Pleasure.I wonder if I shall be dancing with Jordan and Adam?
My back hurts.but apparently it's nothing.
Kait.....ummmmmmmmmm are you going tonight with me? Cause if so. I love you.If not...I still love you. I find it amusing when my English teacher busts out into a tune.
Eh screw it the effort of my typing words into somethine I care less about is falling deeply.
Yea. That's it I guess.
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| Morning. |
[22 Sep 2005|06:00am] |
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I should wear cothes......
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| Much ado about nothing. |
[12 Sep 2005|07:42pm] |
I GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!
I GOT THE PART I WANTED!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ahah I dance with Jordan,talk to Adam,Go to the window to talk to Frankie,and Flirt with DIllon. Plus Michelle is my other half Ursula.YAY!!!!
and yay for Mandy cause she's the stoner boy.
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| The concert and everything else. |
[05 Sep 2005|01:11pm] |
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On Saturday I went to see the Greenday concert. Man, It was the most awesome thing that I have ever witnessed.I can't believe how lucky I was to see it and that I had floor seats. I'm still wearing the arm thing but I might have to cut it off for work :( I got to see Billy Joe Armstrong with his hand down his pants moaning. It was effin hott. They played She and I was all happy and stuff. They mostly played old stuff which is better. God I loved it. Oh and Jimmy Eat World fucking rocked. They played sweetness last and it was great. They play about 6 songs all together and they were wicked good.
Yesterday Tower came over and we hung out and she slept over. We woke up at 11 this morning and she left around 12 cause I have to work at 2:30.
I'm feeling the pain from the concert still. My neck is KILLING me. My back hurts. My legs are still a bit stiff and my ribs hurt.
I could have died the moment the concert ended and been perfectly happy. I don't think any other concert will be as great.Ever.
I have to go get ready for work.
Bye.
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| School? |
[03 Sep 2005|08:26am] |
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So I hate my classes. I really do.
Period 2-US history Sem CP, Marshall (that I can live with) Period 3- Alg. 1 part 2 Squatrito (that i'm switching out of into a better teachers class) period 4- Portuguese 2 xavier (Kill me now) Period 5- Acting year 1 (YEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) with Mandy and Chad and Dillon and Christyn and Jordan and Elise and a bunch of other awesome kids! Period 6-College Chem. Goulart (eh why not?) Derek is in my class :D Period 7-Gym with Sullivan (...um?) Period 8-Brit Lit CP Mohan (Yea sure.)
second semester- Period 2- Culinary arts 2 (Hell no! switching out as soon as posible) Period 7-Psycology MArshall (Fun fun) Derek is in that class too.
So yea....I'm messing around with my schdual a bit. Oh well.
Tonight ladies and gents I am going to THE GREENDAY CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!
Excitment.
Watch it suck.....
I love you?
My hair looks good.....
Kait Kait Kait Kait Kait kait kait kait......... I totally did the cross toss without killing myself!!!!!! Tomorrow.....12ish. Give me a call....Tower's coming with us. Yay.
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| Dude! |
[28 Aug 2005|09:25pm] |
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Jenna just showed up at my house with a random amount of people to come and pick me up.
Damn my curfew.
If only my parents were asleep. :(
Jenn it's next weekend that they won't be home! Next weekend! Hehe just kdding...well they won't be home...but neither will I...GREENDAY CONCERT IN SIX DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh yea :D
I love you Jenna.
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| Dunkin Donut rant. |
[28 Aug 2005|02:05pm] |
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Dunkin Donuts. Current mood: amused
I feel the need to analyze every single thing at Dunkin donuts for you,so you know what you're getting yourself into.(plus i'm wicked bored.)
Let's start with applications shall we? My boss is pretty cool, she has her days where she is semi-evil though. One day she was cleaning out her office and she was throwing awya about 30 applications. She let us go through them and they were mostly teenagers and she dosn't enjoy hiring them.Plus if you're a guy you might as well just not even try to get a job there. I mean seriously in one year she has only hired two men and guess what! They are her sons. Yea. You poor guys.
SO you get hired right? (this is now for chicks because um...well it's previously stated.) You are only required to have two or three days of training. (Training being how to learn everything.)Well my boss just thinks that three days is not neough. SO you never know how many days you will be trained for. Just know that she will never train you herself.
Now you're working there and you have an amount of knowledge you will never need when you quit.So let's just leave it at that because I want to talk about machines.(note that you will only get fired if you don't show up)
The latte (don't count on my spelling to be right.) machine,is a pain in the ass.You can be in the middle of making one and it will stop,start blinking and tell you that you need more beans.Then it sometimes gets flooded with water. Sowe have to clean it.and it sucks.
Coolata machines are THE worst things ever. Every three days it needs to be ripped apart and cleaned.yea.Every three days.I know you're thinking so what? Well it takes about 45 minutes and you have to wash it lube it and put everythign back in then put water in it and return everything back to it.
Sandwhiches. Let me tell you I DESPISE every single one of you who come in adn order one of these hell cakes.First off you have to do meats. Which basically makes you not want to eat meat EVER again (but I do anyways) then there's the gloves. They makes your hands smell like quite icky and all sweaty. Then you are standing next to a HUGE open toaster which is throwing out disgusting amounts of heat. Oh yea, and sometimes it randomly likes to light a bagel on fire so you're freaking out and hoping you didn't just burn down the place.
Coffee, let's get ONE thing straight. ONE thing......think you can handle this? We don't know what you want until you tell us the precise instructions you jackass. Don't say " I would like a medium regular iced." and when I come back with what you tell me you proceed to tell ME that this is NOT what you orderd you wanted a Medium iced Marshmellow with 10 splenda and 19 cream shots.No. Just no. THAT IS NOT A MEDIUM REGULAR!!!!!! I swear to god if one more person does this to me I will drown them in their meduim iced marshmellow with 10 splendas and 19 cream shots.
Oh by the way IT'S SPLENDA NOT SPLENDER! Do you see the difference there? huh do you? I'm not effing kidding. I want to just sit you back in second grade english class for that one. Since when does "A" take on an "Er" like sound? Tell me. Go on.Do it.
What else. OH! the bathroom. Dude seriously. Gross.......that's all I need to say....really now.
Yea. So customers will come in when i'm at my best,smiling being all hyperly happy and sweet.They will abuse my happy mood and turn it into a wild homicidal mood. You make me want to kill myself sometimes.
Rushes-a line out of the door around the corner and ends in ohio. Why do you all feel the need t ocome in at the EXACT same moment? seriously?Gosh. I once saw people coming from every direction. I'm serious I was scared.
okay now good stuff about working there?
I can listen to rock on Saturdays while I do meats. I can read the paper when no ones around. I can goof off. I can also take a bunch of days off without Isabel getting mad.Oh right,and I get paid above minimum wage. Aha.
Yea I think i'm done here.
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